Lost materialism

Today , one of the most unpredictable event happened to me , i thought it's just a regular day but it wasn't . Suddenly at 6 in the evening , i received a message" 10,000 INR debited in your account ", this shit blowed my mind that how the hell when the card was  with me this could happened i went to checking my debit card amd realized that girl ,you are in mess .Suddenly , i started crying it was the very first time i have lost something since my childhood , always i have kept my things with great gratitude .i was immensly sad so i blocked my debit card and went to police station it was the most foremost time that i went there .Now , I had no idea how to treat the poliCe officals over their.so I started  stating the whole event they heard me patiently but i have no hope that if i will recieve back the amount which i saved with my hard hurted efforts and toil ,it's like "sometimes life hits you hard on face and you think oh ! Is this for me" , it been 5 hours but still my heart is aching for who took my card and i was thinking that i would have helped if the person would have asked for it , rather than lossing it .This is how materalistic things are becoming important with the change in my years .
Therefore , i lost the record of never lossing anything .It's not about the money i lost it's about the tension and confusion that who did it , maybe in the coming days i will figure out because i will keep on searching till i am gonna search it who did it to me .
Thanks god for making me realize that all have problems in life but one thing is never leaving spirit.:(

Diary of a 20 years old

Romantic thought 3

I m missing u , the way stars miss sunshine ,moon misses its light ,the charm bestok my heart with all rhe glory undone in life.

Poem 7 :Trumpeting the unsung pain

A lone endeavor sitting beside the tree
Found the world is so stress free
A loner understands that nothing last forever ,and typically loves to travel
For him the seas and river are bliss
And people and assets are skitz.
He loses the ability to talk
And tries to choke the rock.
For  him life becomes harder.
A loner is found easily in every corner
Because of the world being a place of mourners.
Take his pain
And give his rain
For making his life lane
By ending all his rane.
A loner is rampant and  has a economy of shelter
but prefebly lives in a weakest shadows
Acts as a coward and hides  the lively rovers.
A loner had a question
For the world in motion
Will you remember me if I left
And contuinue to make suffer and suppress .

Poem women

She was born as a enfant
Everyone shouted in trumpet
For instead of male god traced her as  fairytale
Years passed ,
She was in her teen
People went mean
Tried to snatch her teen
For the mysterious stream.
She was asked for favours
And in return got no avails.
She fell in  thoughts of love
But world already had killed many  doves  .
Years passed,
She was married
Groom took her for his manly glory
With handsome dowry.
Days passed
She was beaten bad
For she was bussy in  household clad,
She was used as a maid
Because this was her ultimate fate .
She started fading ,
As the world took her forgranted,
Years passed
She gave birth to a girl
Again she and her fairy went suffocating
As generations from generations there is no ending.
Life became a big mess
As another problem was about to address.
Because she was a women
Not a men.

Romantic thought 2

Let me burn my emotions  and cover up the stigma of pain .
Let me walk aimlessly without any gain .
O thee god what u have destined is it so fictious that when i am so close to attain lively affiliations i give up  everything like a uninterrupted fall .

Romantic thought 1

Come on let's fall again in  the middle of  mischief to make sure we are still mad for being us 💋

Thought 117

Share happiness with people around you , No matter how close you are them ,just be happy and keep smiling for everything ,laugh hard and loud on small events for a better version of life.

Thought 116

When someone  tries to let you down ,
Be optimistic to them ,
They may provoke you to attack
But remember ignoring them will kill them more.<3

Note 3 reality of life.

Let me burn my emotions  and cover up the stigma of pain .
Let me walk aimlessly without any gain .
O thee god what u have destined is it so fictious that when i am so close to attain lively affiliations i give up  everything like a uninterrupted fall .