Shut up !

The Most difficult thing is to shut up , and stop speaking when u cant explain , cant express becomes intentionally spellbound , this is the most difficult thing to not speak how u like , may be will develop patience but by killing myself , for next time u need to remember that never u have to talk so freely that u will be pointed out , it is better to ignore everyone , I am all alone no one to support or to discuss with , I closed all d doors for myself , I am a fool yes I am that’s why I ought to suffer , lost identity. , lost expressiveness just being maid to love , fuck everything will search for new happiness , will learn to be loud and reply back it may lead to conflict but I will be satisfied why it is me , who has to go to all this . I didn’t expected this from life whatever it is , it may ought to happen maybe that’s why its happening , spellbound , unsocial bird with little freedom , will definatly one day count all the wires which bound me and fly up high , I know I m never wrong and fucking stop my comparison , u will just end up losing everything from u .unfortunately no one can read and take all this pain with me .

Phantom of life

Lost the innocence which was intangled as  mother's girl,
Responsibilities and situations led me to mature
And hardly i could see any cure ,
The planned doctrine of god have made her ill ,
It 's the fate which weakened the desired thrill
For i understood life is short and steady
So let's not talk about world's hinderness,
For whomsoever , i see now is frustated with problems ,this or that whichever can be the reason ,
I always considered the world's with christ's meekness but now what
I myself is dealing with weakness.
May u render the strength to humans
To tackle the passage going through with the fine age.

Seeking for Supremacy

With the hope of a better day,
Life keeps on moving by the way.
May be the appropriate way is far away,
Still the melancholy walks to bay.
How foul it sounds,
And follows the rounds.
And make circles with karma spellbound,
Is it anonymous or destined to happen.
Was it  virtue or a tantrum,
Give me strength to abide this all,
Because I , human seek you prior to my fall.
Don’t make an empty driven hole either, show me the role or let it be drown.
As the oceans are full because of world, being so null , abide me with the mountain spirit to stand proud and still ,up high above the destined will .
Your creatures are confused ,why the world acted like a mule to the cruel.
It is willed so it will happen , just foster me with tangible impression to rest into the world with assigned session.