Shut up !

The Most difficult thing is to shut up , and stop speaking when u cant explain , cant express becomes intentionally spellbound , this is the most difficult thing to not speak how u like , may be will develop patience but by killing myself , for next time u need to remember that never u have to talk so freely that u will be pointed out , it is better to ignore everyone , I am all alone no one to support or to discuss with , I closed all d doors for myself , I am a fool yes I am that’s why I ought to suffer , lost identity. , lost expressiveness just being maid to love , fuck everything will search for new happiness , will learn to be loud and reply back it may lead to conflict but I will be satisfied why it is me , who has to go to all this . I didn’t expected this from life whatever it is , it may ought to happen maybe that’s why its happening , spellbound , unsocial bird with little freedom , will definatly one day count all the wires which bound me and fly up high , I know I m never wrong and fucking stop my comparison , u will just end up losing everything from u .unfortunately no one can read and take all this pain with me .